Monday, September 30, 2019
Cuba and China Essay
Democracy, or the power of people, is rather old form of rule. While the word ââ¬Å"democracyâ⬠originated in the Ancient Greece in 5th century BC, this form of rule had existed even before this, found in ancient India republics before 6th century BC. However, it was the city-state of Athens in the Ancient Greece that presented this word in the sense which resembles, in some features, the modern vision of democracy. In Athens, people had the right to vote, to take the most important decisions, influencing the political situation of their state. Of course, not all the population could vote ââ¬â women and children could not vote as well as disabled people. In fact, only one forth or one sixth of the citizens of Athens could vote and participate in a political life of their state. However, it was the first form of democracy and it had many aspects in common with todayââ¬â¢s notion of democracy. For example, all the citizens of Athens, poor or rich, powerful or powerless, had the right to vote, they were equal in this right. The democracy, in the form in which it existed in Athens and in the Ancient Greece, was not preserved until our time. Moreover, great changes took place in Europe in 18-19th centuries, in the form of revolutions. The right to vote and to participate in the political life of a state directly is not the main factor characterizing democracy in the modern world. Democracy in the modern sense includes such basic postulates as the basic freedoms: of speech, of expression, of the press, of association et cetera. The democracy in the western world is much more associated with the notion of free market and free trade. However, these preconditions are not exactly true for some countries, for example for China, where free market and free trade can coexist with the lack of democracy, where there are no basic freedoms (for example, the freedom of association ââ¬â the assembly of Falun Gong in China was violently dispersed by police and banished for practicing in China). Cuba which has made some steps toward the free market economy, opening some part of its economy for the US dollars, does allow the internationally recognized organization of the Red Cross to its prisons, where political prisoners are kept in big numbers. The rule of Communist Party as the only party in the country is observed both in Cuba and in China. And this excludes another characteristic feature of democracy ââ¬â pluralism, the possibility of many political parties to take part in the political life of the state. Before we proceed to explain the lack of democracy in Cuba and China, it is necessary to understand what democracy means and why China and Cuba should become democratic. In the twentieth century, democracy has gained such popularity that most world rulers describe their rule as democratic. However, most countries were not democratic, and some even became totalitarian. Generally speaking, the term ââ¬Å"democracyâ⬠is misused in two ways. First, democracy is expanded into a laundry list that contains almost all kinds of good things. Second, democracy is modified by adding an adjective to the term. Since Western bourgeois democracy is the prototype of modern democracy, modifications are made along two lines. Either rulers characterize their systems not as bourgeois democracies, but as ââ¬Å"peopleââ¬â¢s democracies,â⬠ââ¬Å"proletarian democracies,â⬠or ââ¬Å"socialist democracies,â⬠or they emphasize local characteristics of their system, such as ââ¬Å"Burmese type of democracyâ⬠or ââ¬Å"African type of democracy. â⬠What is democracy? Etymologically, the term means rule by the people. Democracy originated in Athens more than 2,500 years ago, when Cleisthenes allowed all citizens of Attica to preside over the affairs of the city. Athenian democracy took the form of direct democracy. Citizens, which excluded women, slaves, and resident aliens, participated directly in making laws. Moreover, regardless of their properties and talents, rulers were selected not by ballot but by lot. Not surprisingly, virtually all famous Greek scholars were no fans of democracy, regarding tyranny, oligarchy, and democracy as corrupt forms of government. Democracy includes two forms: popular sovereignty and individual liberty. This paper defines democracy in terms of political freedom, which involves both positive and negative aspects. Positive freedom refers to a situation in which people have the ability to participate in government; negative freedom means a situation in which people are free from arbitrary interference from government. Modern democracy adheres to the dual principles of popular sovereignty and individual liberty, but has its own distinctive features. Ideal as the principle of popular sovereignty may be, it is technically impossible to let the people in a nation-state decide everything. As a result, modern democracies are representative, not participatory (or direct). The principle of popular sovereignty in modern times hinges on two major mechanisms: the separation of powers and the competitive election. While the ruled choose their rulers during an election, rulers are mutually checked and balanced before and after the election. In determining the nature of a particular political system, the competitive election is more important than the separation of powers. A division of labor is employed in any government, particularly a modern one. Despite the importance of liberalism for modern democracy, popular sovereignty precedes individual liberty. Popular sovereignty talks about the purpose of government; individual liberty comprises the notion of government. The term that means ââ¬Å"peopleâ⬠has undergone great changes in terms of class, education, gender, race, and age. Besides, individual liberty is historically and culturally specific. In the twentieth century, democracy and totalitarianism are regarded as two ends of the political spectrum. To put it in terms of ideal types, a government respecting both popular sovereignty and individual liberty is democratic; a government violating them is totalitarian. Falling somewhere in between, most systems are neither democratic nor totalitarian in the strictest sense of the terms. Some may respect popular sovereignty but violate individual liberty; others may violate popular sovereignty but respect individual liberty. Todayââ¬â¢s Islamic Republic of Iran and eighteenth-century Britain are cited as respective examples of these two types. Throughout human history, not many regimes have ever been totalitarian and most have been authoritarian. Compared with totalitarian regimes, authoritarian regimes are less willing and less able to damage peopleââ¬â¢s rights and interests. The United States of America when compared to China or Cuba, presents the example of ââ¬Å"democraticâ⬠democracy towards which China or Cuba should strive. Because now, when we took a closer look at the notion of democracy in the modern world, we are going to analyze the kind of democratic situation and democratic changes that took place in two of the most controversial countries in the world: China and Cuba. To reach conclusions as to the qualitative aspects of Cuban politics in the post-transition era, we will examine aspects of political culture as they relate to the formation and practices of civil society in democracy. From this angle one can interpret some key dimensions of politics in particular settings. Transition to democracy (and its consolidation) depends on a multiplicity of factors, including elite decisions, institutional arrangements, pacts between competing social actors, a constitution and organizations typical of liberal democracies, a favorable moment in world history, supportive international structures, and a measure of good luck. Political and economic factors also impinge on the likelihood of democratic transitions and survival. But political and economic factors determine neither transition to democracy nor democratic stability. The impact of the economy on democracy is not automatic, unidirectional, or necessarily predictable. According to Mattiace and Camp (1996), democracy is the product of multiple causes working together. In contexts where the system confronts unresolved foundational issues and consensus is elusive ââ¬â on such matters as how the political community is defined, who has authority, what the rules of the game are ââ¬â political questions become an affair of the heart, lending themselves less to compromise and pragmatism. As a result, democracy tends to be endangered, particularly in places where institutional democratic norms are weak and personalism is high. This is likely to occur in Cuba after Fidel Castro (as it has before and during the socialist years). Though democracy will be established in Cuba sometime in the future, Cuban democracy will not conform to normative models of liberal democracy. Democracy in the way it is in Cuba will be characterized by features of incivility in civil society. The democracy that is most likely to emerge on the island will be far from perfect, will share striking continuities with the past, and will dash the hopes of many who dream of democracy. The cynicism about democracy also has a long genealogy in Cuban intellectual history. As far back as the nineteenth century cultural pessimists on the island have remarked on the frustration that has followed modern projects of independence, nationalism, republicanism, and democracy. Democratic aspirations have a long history on the island, as long as the trajectory of their frustration. The notion is not as alien to Cuban soil as many believe (Dealy, 1996)
Sunday, September 29, 2019
The Secret of Ella and Micha Chapter 10
Ella I can remember the first time I wanted to kiss Micha as clearly as the day I found my mother dead. Both times were equally as terrifying, but in two different ways. Micha and I had been sitting on the hood of his car at our secret spot tucked away in the trees, staring out at the lake. It was harder than hell to get back to the spot, but the view and serenity made it worth it. It had been quiet between the two of us for a while, which was normal except for the jealousy stirring inside me over Micha's latest hook up, Cassandra. I'd never felt this way before and it puzzled me. It wasn't like the girl was anything special to Micha, but he'd told Ethan that she had the potential to be girlfriend material and it was bugging me. Micha's arms were tucked under his head and his eyes were shut as the sunlight beamed down on him. His shirt had ridden up and I could see his tattoo peeking out. As I stared at it the urge to run my fingers along it drove me crazy. ââ¬Å"I don't like Cassandra,â⬠I abruptly sputtered out, sitting up quickly. Micha's eyebrows knitted as his eyes gradually opened against the sunlight. ââ¬Å"Huh?â⬠ââ¬Å"That Cassandra girl you were talking about the other day,â⬠I said, staring out at the water rippling in the gentle breeze. ââ¬Å"I don't think you should date her.â⬠He rose up on his elbows. ââ¬Å"Because you don't like her?â⬠ââ¬Å"Noâ⬠¦Ã¢â¬ I tucked strands of my auburn hair out of my eyes. ââ¬Å"I just don't want you to date her.â⬠The wind filled the silence. Micha sat up and wrapped an arm around my shoulder. ââ¬Å"Okay, I won't,â⬠he said as if it was as simple as breathing. I pressed back a smile, not fully understanding why the hell I was so happy. Micha lay back down and drew me with him. I rested my head on his chest and listened to his heart beating, steady as a rock, unlike mine which was dancing inside my chest. The longer I stayed in his arms, the more content I became. I felt safe, like nothing could hurt me, but I was in complete denial that I was starting to fall in love with my best friend. *** It's been a week since the car racing incident and I've been hiding out in my bedroom living on mac n' cheese and Diet Dr. Pepper. Dean still hasn't headed home, but Lila did the morning after the race. She wanted to stay, but I didn't want her to and I think her dad wasn't too keen on the idea either. It's been kind of lonely, though. I still haven't listened to Micha's voicemail, and the constant flashing on the screen torments me. I decide to take a break from the house today and do something I've been meaning to do for a while. I want to sketch my mother's grave because I won't always be close enough to visit it. It's been bothering me the entire eight months that I've been gone. I feel guilty because it was me who put her there and then I just left her. I collect my sketch book and pencils from the drawer of my night stand, slip on my shoes and sunglasses, and head out the front door where I'm less likely to run into Micha. It's a warm day and the blue sky glitters with sunshine. I walk up the sidewalk toward Cherry Hill and decide to make a last minute stop at Grady's. I knock on the trailer door and Amy, the nurse, answers it wearing blue scrubs. ââ¬Å"Oh, hi Ella, I don't think Grady's up for any visitors today, sweetie.â⬠ââ¬Å"But he told me to stop by,â⬠I say stupidly. ââ¬Å"I know it's a little later than I told him and I'm sorry.â⬠ââ¬Å"He's not mad at you, Ella,â⬠she says kindly. ââ¬Å"I've just got him hooked up on oxygen and he's got a cough.â⬠I shield my eyes from the sun and stare up at her. ââ¬Å"Is he okay?â⬠She sighs, leaning against the doorframe. ââ¬Å"He's just having a rough day today, but try back in a few days, okay hun.â⬠I nod and back down the steps as she shuts the door. I stare helplessly at the back window which leads to Grady's room. He's sick and there's nothing I can do. I have no control over this. Micha was right. I can't control everything. As horrid images of my mom's death flash through my mind, I run into the field and throw up. *** The town's cemetery is located up on Cherry Hill, which on foot is quite a hike, but I enjoy the break from the reality of life. There is no one up there ââ¬â there hardly ever is. I push through the gate and situate by a tree right in front of my mom's headstone. It's a small cemetery bordered by trees and the grass is covered with dry leaves. As I sketch the lines of the fence and the vines that coil it, I angle downward and draw the curve of her tombstone. I become lost in the movements, adding wings to the side of it, because she was always so fascinated with flying. A few weeks before her death, my mother begged me to go on a walk with her. I gave in even though I had plans that day. It was sunny and the air smelled like cut grass. It felt like nothing could go wrong. She wanted to go to the bridge so we walked all the way across town to the lake. When we arrived there, she climbed on the railing and spread her hands out to balance as her long auburn hair flapped in the wind. ââ¬Å"Mom, what are you doing?â⬠I said, reaching for the back of her shirt to pull her down. She sidestepped down the railing out of my reach and stared at the water below. ââ¬Å"Ella May, I think I can fly.â⬠ââ¬Å"Mom, stop it and get down,â⬠I said, not taking her very seriously at first. But when she turned her head and looked at me, I could see in her eyes that she wasn't joking. She really believed she could fly. I tried to stay as composed as possible. ââ¬Å"Mom, please get down. You're scaring me.â⬠She shook her head and her legs wobbled a little. ââ¬Å"It's okay honey. I'll be fine. I can feel it in my body that I can fly.â⬠I took a cautious step toward her and my foot bumped the curb of the bridge. The cement rubbed my toe raw and I could feel blood oozing out, but I didn't look down at it. I was too afraid to take my eyes off her. ââ¬Å"Mom, you can't fly. People can't fly.â⬠ââ¬Å"Then maybe I'm a bird,â⬠she said seriously. ââ¬Å"Maybe I have wings and feathers and they can carry me away and I can become one with the wind.â⬠ââ¬Å"You're not a bird!â⬠I shouted and reached for her again, but she hopped onto one of the beams and laughed like it was a game. I tugged my fingers through my hair and steadied onto the railing. It was a far fall, one that would crush our bodies on impact, even in the water. I braced my hands on the beams above my head. ââ¬Å"Mom, if you love me at all, you'll get down.â⬠She shook her head. ââ¬Å"No, I'm going to fly today.â⬠A truck rolled up and stopped on the middle of the bridge as I edged toward her. Ethan jumped out and didn't so much as flinch at the scenario. ââ¬Å"Hey, Mrs. Daniels. How's it going?â⬠I gaped at him and hissed, ââ¬Å"What are you doing?â⬠He ignored me. ââ¬Å"You know it's not really safe out there.â⬠My mom angled her head to the side. ââ¬Å"I think I'll be okay. My wings will carry me away.â⬠I was mortified, but Ethan didn't miss a beat. He rested his arms on the railing. ââ¬Å"As much as that could be true, what if it's not? Then what? I mean is it really worth the risk?â⬠I glanced back at my mom and she looked like she was weighing the options. She stared at the dark water below her feet and then at the bright sky above her head. ââ¬Å"Maybe I should think about it for a little bit.â⬠Ethan nodded. ââ¬Å"I think that's probably a good idea.â⬠She made a path across the beam and planted her feet on the railing. Ethan helped her down and we got her into the backseat of his truck. She fell asleep within minutes and I slumped my head back against the chair. ââ¬Å"How did you do that?â⬠I asked quietly. ââ¬Å"One of my friends was tripping out of their mind one night and I had to talk him out of jumping off the roof,â⬠he explained. ââ¬Å"It was all about making her realize that there was more than one scenario.â⬠I nodded and we stayed quiet for the rest of the drive to my house. Ethan never brought it up to me, nor did he treat me differently and I was grateful for it. After a doctor's visit, it was determined that my mother had started to suffer from ââ¬ËDelusions of Grandeur,' which happens sometimes in bipolar patients. I finally pull away from the drawing when it's nearly dark. I gather my sketchpad and pencils and head down the hill. In front of the arch iron entryway is Micha, sitting on the hood of his mom's car, wearing jeans, and a black and red plaid shirt. His head is tipped down and wisps of his blonde hair cover his forehead as he messes around with his phone. I stop a little ways off from him. ââ¬Å"What are you doing here?â⬠His eyes lift from his phone. ââ¬Å"I'm waiting for you.â⬠ââ¬Å"How did you know I was here?â⬠ââ¬Å"I saw you leave with your sketchpad and head this way, so I came up to check on you.â⬠I take a tentative step forward. ââ¬Å"How long have you been sitting here?â⬠He slides off the hood and puts his phone away. ââ¬Å"For a while, but I didn't want to disturb you. You looked too peaceful.â⬠I press my lips together and stare at him, craving to sketch him like I used to. He would sit on my bed and it was like he owned my hand. ââ¬Å"Look, about the other night, I think ââ¬â ââ¬Å" He strides across the grass toward me, moving so impulsively that there's no time to react as his finger covers my lips. ââ¬Å"Just let it be for a while, okay?â⬠Uncertain of his exact meaning, I nod anyway. He lets his finger fall from my lips, trailing a line down my chest, finally pulling away at the bottom of my stomach. ââ¬Å"You want a ride home?â⬠His voice comes out ragged. I glance at the grey sky and the birds flying across it. ââ¬Å"That would be nice. Thank you.â⬠Micha She's preoccupied during the drive and so am I. I was so pissed off about my father that I got into the car about to do something reckless, however, then I saw Ella wandering down the street, and I followed her. The way she walked was very entertaining, her auburn hair blowing in the wind, and the way she swayed her ass in the short denim shorts she was wearing. It calmed me down watching her sit up on the hill and draw, but I can't stop thinking about the phone conversation. ââ¬Å"We should go somewhere,â⬠I announce when we drive onto the main road. Ella jolts in her seat and turns away from the window. ââ¬Å"I should probably go home.â⬠ââ¬Å"Come on.â⬠I pout, hoping it'll win her over. ââ¬Å"Just come with me somewhere and we can relax.â⬠She's tempted. ââ¬Å"Where exactly?â⬠I turn the volume of the stereo down and let my arm rest on the top of the steering wheel. ââ¬Å"To our spot by the lake.â⬠ââ¬Å"But it takes forever to get there.â⬠Her eyes rise to the dark sky. ââ¬Å"And it's getting late.â⬠ââ¬Å"Since when have you been afraid of the dark?â⬠ââ¬Å"It's not the dark I'm afraid of.â⬠I sigh and downshift. ââ¬Å"Come on, just you and me. We don't even have to talk. We can just sit in silence.â⬠ââ¬Å"Fine,â⬠she surrenders, tossing her sketchpad into the backseat. ââ¬Å"Just as long as you don't ask me questions.â⬠I hold up my hand innocently. ââ¬Å"Scouts honor. I'll keep my questions to myself.â⬠Her eyes narrow. ââ¬Å"I know you've never been in the scouts before.â⬠I laugh, feeling the pressure lift from my chest. ââ¬Å"It doesn't matter. I'll keep my questions to myself, but with everything else, all bets are off.â⬠She pretends to have an itch on her nose, but really it's to obscure her smile and it makes me smile myself. *** Its pitch black by the time we reach our spot on the shore that's secluded by tall trees. The moon reflects against the water and the night air is a little chilly. I get my jacket out of the trunk and offer it to Ella, knowing she's cold because of the goosebumps on her arms and the way her nipples are poking through her shirt. She slips the jacket on and zips it up, covering up her perky nipples. I sigh, hop onto the hood, and open my arms for her to join me. Hesitantly, she climbs onto the hood, but stays at the front, with her feet propped up on the bumper, gazing out at the water. I scoot down by her and keep my knees up, resting my elbows on them. ââ¬Å"What are you thinking about?â⬠Her eyes are huge in the moonlight. ââ¬Å"Death.â⬠ââ¬Å"What about death?â⬠I wonder if we're finally going to go back to that night. ââ¬Å"That Grady's going to die,â⬠she whispers softly. ââ¬Å"And there's nothing I can do about it.â⬠I brush her hair back from her forehead. ââ¬Å"You need to stop worrying about everything that can't be controlled.â⬠She sighs and leans away from my hand. ââ¬Å"That's just it, though. It's all I can think about anymore. It's like this fixation I have no control over which makes no sense because I'm fixated on controlling the uncontrollable.â⬠She's breathing wildly. Shit. I need to calm her down. ââ¬Å"Hey, come here.â⬠I loop my arms around her waist and lie her down on the windshield with me. She rests her head on my chest and I play with her hair, breathing in her vanilla scent. ââ¬Å"Do you remember when you decided that it would be a good idea if you climbed up the scaffolding in the gym?â⬠ââ¬Å"I wanted to prove to Gary Bennitt that I was as tough as the boys.â⬠She buries her face into my shirt, ashamed. ââ¬Å"Why do you remember everything?â⬠ââ¬Å"How could I forget that? You scared the hell out of me when you fell. Yet, somehow you managed to land on the board just below it.â⬠ââ¬Å"I thought I was going to die,â⬠she murmurs. ââ¬Å"I was so stupid.â⬠ââ¬Å"You weren't stupid, you just saw life at a different angle,â⬠I say. ââ¬Å"I've always envied you for it. Like when you used to dance in a room where no one was dancing or how you stuck up for people. But there was always that wall you put up. You would never let anyone completely through.â⬠She's soundless for a while and I expect for her to push me away. But she sits up and hovers over me, her hair veiling our faces. Her breath is ragged, like she's terrified out of her mind. ââ¬Å"I opened up to you once,â⬠she whispers. ââ¬Å"When we were here in this spot doing this same thing.â⬠I can't take my eyes off her lips. ââ¬Å"I'm not sure what you're talking about.â⬠She licks her lips. ââ¬Å"I told you I didn't want you dating Cassandra.â⬠ââ¬Å"Cassandraâ⬠¦ Oh, was that what that was about?â⬠I start to laugh. ââ¬Å"What's so funny?â⬠she asks, but I can't stop laughing. She pinches my nipple and I jerk upward, smacking my forehead against hers. ââ¬Å"Ow.â⬠She blinks, rubbing her forehead and a laugh escapes her lips. ââ¬Å"Tell me what's so funny.â⬠She looks beautiful, trying to be pissed, when deep down she's relishing the moment. I'm enjoying myself, which I didn't envisage tonight, but if anyone can cheer me up, it's her. Like when my dad left and she caught me in the garage, clutching onto his tool box crying like a baby. She gave me her Popsicle and then just sat there with me until I ran out of tears. I eye her over and she fusses with her hair self-consciously. With one quick movement, I flip us over so my body is covering hers. ââ¬Å"When I told Ethan about that day when you told me not to see Cassandra, he told me you had a thing for me. He's usually not right about those things.â⬠ââ¬Å"I didn't have a thing for you,â⬠she argues. ââ¬Å"I just didn't want anyone else to have a thing for you.â⬠ââ¬Å"You're adorable when you deny the truth. You always have been.â⬠ââ¬Å"Micha, I used to have studs on every item of clothing I owned and enough black eyeliner to make an entire sketch. That's not adorable.â⬠ââ¬Å"It is on you.â⬠I wink at her. She shakes her head and pokes a finger at my chest. ââ¬Å"Don't try and use your player moves on me.â⬠We remain silent, frozen in the moment, until I finally speak again. ââ¬Å"I have an idea.â⬠Curiosity slowly takes over her face as I shift over her body. My arms are at the side of her head, barely holding my weight up. My face hovers above hers, our lips only an inch apart, and she lies perfectly still. ââ¬Å"I want to kiss you.â⬠She shakes her head promptly. ââ¬Å"I don't think that's a good idea.â⬠I trace one of my fingers over her lips. I've been going about this all wrong. I can't force myself on her. I have to move slow and think of her as a skittish cat that needs to be approached cautiously. ââ¬Å"Just kiss. I swear to God that's all we'll do.â⬠I move my finger away from her lips. ââ¬Å"And kissing's not that scary, right?â⬠ââ¬Å"With you it is,â⬠she says truthfully. ââ¬Å"If you want me not to, just say it.â⬠Taking my time, I leisurely lower my lips toward hers. She stays stationary, her big green eyes targeted on my mouth. Slowly, so she has time to let her thoughts slow down, I caress my lips across hers. A small gasp flees from her lips and I slip my tongue into her mouth. Her hands glide up my back and into my hair. My body conforms to hers as I explore her mouth with my tongue. She bites down on my bottom lip, sucking my lip ring into her mouth before releasing it. Fuck. She's making this hard. I intensify the kiss as my body becomes more impatient, but I keep my promise and only kiss her, even when she fastens her legs around my waist and rubs up against me. Ella He said just kiss and it seemed okay, but now my body has developed a mind of its own. I'm writhing my hips against him enjoying the pleasure erupting inside me. He's hard between my legs as he kisses me so fiercely that my lips are swollen. His fingers tangle in my hair and his tongue plunges deeper and deeper into my mouth the more I rock against him. My head falls back and my eyes open to the stars shining in the sky. It feels like I'm falling or flyingâ⬠¦ I'm not sure, but whatever it is I can't seem to control it. For a second, I want to capture the moment, put it in a jar, and always have it with me, but panic seizes my mind and I jerk away from his lips. His eyes snap open and his pupils are vast. ââ¬Å"What's wrong?â⬠ââ¬Å"Nothingâ⬠¦ It's justâ⬠¦ I have to calm down.â⬠I take a deep breath, my skin still tingling in the spots his hands touched. Micha nods, breathless. Carefully, he moves off of me and leans back against the window, securing his hand around mine. We don't speak as we stare up at the sky. He traces his finger along the folds between my fingers and my eyelids drift shut. I feel a wall crumble, leaving behind dust, debris, and pieces that desperately need to be put back together. *** ââ¬Å"Are you okay?â⬠I ask Micha when we pull into my driveway. He's been quiet the whole drive home and I can tell something's bothering him. ââ¬Å"Yeah, I'm fine,â⬠he says with a shrug and then his gaze darts to the back window as headlights shine up behind us. ââ¬Å"Although, you might not be.â⬠My eyebrows furrow. ââ¬Å"Why? What's wrong?â⬠He points a finger at a car parking at the curb in front of my house; a shiny black Mercedes with a familiar blonde-haired driver sitting in it. ââ¬Å"Oh my God, is that Lila's car?â⬠I ask. ââ¬Å"I'm guessing yes, since I doubt anyone around here owns a Mercedes.â⬠Lila climbs out of the car and it's clear that she's been crying. Her eyes are swollen and her cheeks are red. She has her pajama bottoms on and a hoodie pulled over her head. The last time she walked around in an outfit like that she'd just broken up with her boyfriend. ââ¬Å"I think she might have some issues at home,â⬠I tell him, grabbing the door handle. ââ¬Å"She acted like she didn't want to go home.â⬠ââ¬Å"But you didn't ask her about it?â⬠he questions with an arch of his eyebrow. I bite my lip guiltily. ââ¬Å"I wasn't sure I wanted to know the answer.â⬠God, I'm a terrible friend. Lila heads up the driveway and we get out to meet her around the back. Before I can say anything, she hugs me and starts to sob. I tense, not used to being hugged, except by Micha. ââ¬Å"I didn't want to go back there,â⬠she cries. ââ¬Å"I knew this was going to happen.â⬠I look over Lila's head at Micha for help. ââ¬Å"It'll be okay.â⬠He gives me a sympathetic look and mouths, take her inside. I nod and he waves at me, getting back into his car. I guide Lila into the house holding her weight up for her like she's ill. When I get her into my room, she curls up on my bed and hugs a pillow. I wait a minute before I speak. ââ¬Å"Do you want to talk about it?â⬠She shakes her head. ââ¬Å"I just want to go to sleep.â⬠ââ¬Å"Alright.â⬠I turn off the light and collapse onto the trundle. I need to get into my pajamas, but it's been an exhausting day. ââ¬Å"My dad hates me,â⬠Lila whispers through sobs. I freeze and then sit up, squinting at her through the dark. ââ¬Å"I'm sure he doesn't hate you.â⬠ââ¬Å"Yes, he does,â⬠she says. ââ¬Å"He always says so ââ¬â that he wished he had sons instead of daughters because they're easier to deal with.â⬠ââ¬Å"Are you going to be okay?â⬠I ask, unsure what else to say. ââ¬Å"I will be. It'll just take some time.â⬠Was that the magical cure? Time. I flop back down and fall asleep to the murmur of her sobs.
Saturday, September 28, 2019
Changing Dialect of Singapore Essay Example | Topics and Well Written Essays - 1500 words
Changing Dialect of Singapore - Essay Example Tan has made it a point to continue to work with the original language of Singapore to keep the memory of the past alive and to embrace the past through the use of speaking. Tan has made an effort with the younger generations to continue to speak in the main language of Malay. ââ¬Å"If we lose our culture through language, then what do we have left? I believe it is important to continue to remember what we speak, where we are from and what the ancient history is of this land,â⬠says Tan. To him, the idea of keeping the language alive is also a part of keeping the memories and heritage and of his world as a part of the everyday lifestyle. For Tanââ¬â¢s children and grand children, understanding the language isnââ¬â¢t one that they rebel against and often find that the extra dialect helps them to stay ahead in their own thinking. ââ¬Å"Even though we learn English in school, we like having the Malay dialect as a part of our upbringing. It makes us feel unique and like we a re truly from Singapore,â⬠says Tanââ¬â¢s grandchild. This attitude is one that many who are able to speak in two dialects carry with them as they progress forward with the understanding of different dialects. The languages of Singapore have undergone changes through every generation, even though they are kept alive through stories such as Tan. English is now recognized as the main language of the land, specifically because of the colonialization that took place in the 1820s by James Cook. However, there is also an influence of Mandarin, Chinese and Indian dialects, all which have come from the several who have migrated to Singapore through time. This is combined with the main dialect of Malay which is spoken by those who are considered as native to the land. The mixture of languages has led to the four main dialects of English, Malay, Chinese and Tamil becoming the main dialects of the island. It is not only the recognition of the four main dialects that influences the dive rsity of Singapore. While it is a small island, the influx of immigration into the land and the philosophies, such as what Tan has, continue to alter the dialects which are spoken in various regions. For instance, the recognition of Mandarin Chinese as a dialect is only one of several ethnic ways of speaking that are in the region. When visiting Singapore, you will note that Hokkien, Teochew, Hakka, Hainanese and Cantonese are also spoken among households. No more than 10 -20% speak these languages and most is recognized in the home; however, the strong traditions keep the dialects such as these strong and alive (Chan, 2009). The alterations of dialect have also led to a creation of mixtures of each of the languages. A combination of English and Malay, for instance, is commonly heard among locals when they are working to converse among others who know more English. This is a common practice of those in the region, specifically with older generations who have not been educated with t he formal applications of English in the nation. The split of languages is known to have occurred specifically with waves of immigration which occurred from the 1800s. The beginning of the Malays and the structure of Singapore as a country was one which was noted as the dominant culture through this time. Ancient beliefs were kept during this time as well as patterns for economic trade and village life. While there were some fluctuations in Arabic and immigrants from other lands, most adapted to the Malay traditions and way of living. It was from the 1800s ââ¬â
Friday, September 27, 2019
Facility Planning-Part I Essay Example | Topics and Well Written Essays - 750 words
Facility Planning-Part I - Essay Example d.). 9.1% and 6.2% of the population are persons above 65 years and under 5 years respectively, which are the age groups most susceptible to lifestyle and infectious diseases (ââ¬ËLee County, Alabamaââ¬â¢, 2012). The community takes pride of its education, with a well-supported K-12 system and a successful Auburn University (ââ¬ËAbout Usââ¬â¢, n. d.). In fact, 85.2% of persons above 25 years are high school graduates, and about 30% of this population has college diplomas. It is a very good residential location, as it is close to major markets in Atlanta, Birmingham and Montgomery (ââ¬ËLee County Tourbookââ¬â¢, n. d.), although 19.2% of the population are below the poverty line (ââ¬ËLee County, Alabamaââ¬â¢, 2012). Local businesses also flourish in the area (ââ¬ËLee County Tourbookââ¬â¢, n. d.). Meeting more than 100 patients a day and 45, 000 visitors a year (Andrus, 2012), the emergency department of the East Alabama Medical Center needs to meet the varied complaints of its numerous patients. In fact, the number of patients of emergency departments in United States hospitals increased dramatically (26%0 in ten years since 1993 (Versweyveld, 2006). The most common emergency situations involve injuries, cardiac cases, as well as chest and abdominal pain (Otto, 2011). The changes in emergency room implemented most recently were motivated by the desire to hasten the turnover time among hospital departments, to decrease mortality from sepsis and to minimize hospital expenditures (Andrus, 2012). Because of the vast number of patients that visit the emergency room each year, the administration of EAMC wanted to increase the efficiency of health care in the emergency department by decreasing the number of patients that should be attended by a health care provider at any one time. One of the ways that this was done was through the establishment of a remote
Thursday, September 26, 2019
Video critique Assignment Example | Topics and Well Written Essays - 500 words
Video critique - Assignment Example stand why these drug cartels spend large sums of money in hiring huge numbers of men and buying weapons that would help to safeguard the drugs, the reporter highlights the economic value the drugs have to the cartels. It is estimated that the drug lords amass billions of dollars every year from drug trafficking. The reporter mentions the role that the police department plays in trying to deal with gangs in the country. Police use either excessive force or are reluctant to fight the drug scourge, and this is well-detailed in the documentary. Some interviewers reveal that police are reluctant to assist in cases involving the citizens and the different gangs, and this has led to a lot of suffering to families whose relatives are innocently murdered by the gangs. One of the strengths possessed by the video is that the reporter has tried obtaining information from the key players in the drug syndicate, which is the police, citizens and some drug dealers. Going to the mountainous parts of the country where the drugs are planted with army troops is also a strength of the video as from it; an individual can tell how dangerous it is for people to access the place. Any information given by the common person is the most reliable as they represent the whole society and the reporterââ¬â¢s decision to interview the local people is a strength of the video. From the interviews, it is clear that the financial gain is the main reason people get into the drug syndicate. A major limitation of the video is the reporterââ¬â¢s choice to concentrate only on one town where the drug lord is highly respected and loved. The drug lord either buys or threatens the people of the city and this makes them become very loyal to him and his group members. It would have been better for the reporter to go to the other towns and cities that are not run financially with money got from the drug business as people may not be speaking so highly of the drug lord. It is easy for an individual to discern that
Wednesday, September 25, 2019
Marketing Report for the Library of Birmingham (E- Marketing) Essay
Marketing Report for the Library of Birmingham (E- Marketing) - Essay Example 7). The institution has a good reputation within the industry, which aids it in matters of competition. Besides, the institution runs under the framework of strategic mission and vision, which identifies with the local government, which places it in a position to participate actively in matters of development and growth of the city and region at large. Besides, the institution enjoys sound leadership by the board who champion the vision and objectives of the institution. Sound governance structures aid in ensuring the resources of the institution are effectively utilized. The existence of active marketing department has been very instrumental in revolutionizing the operations of the institution through the transition from the traditional methods of service delivery to the modernized digital systems of service delivery (Department for culture, media and arts, nd, para 1-2). Introduction The education and research sector in the modern day living has evolved greatly with high competitio n being noted in such services as the library services, teaching techniques as well as learning modes. Library services in particular have faced much revolution within the technological age. Changes are noted in shift in use of electronic materials for learning as compared to print materials/modern day era (Sridhar, 1989, p. 1; Balasubramanian et al, 2012, p. 1). Competition in the institutional or public library services has been notable in matters relating to the facilities in use, the building structuresthemselves as well as the learning materials available. Moreover, security, ease of access, the cost implications in utilizing the library services as well as the level of modernization in terms of adopting technology in offering the services. Digitization of learning materials such as books as well as other publications has shaped the direction of the modern day library services. The use of technology to search and retrieve the study materials from physical as well as online libr aries have greatly revolutionized the research and learning in the modern times. This therefore implies that competition within library services has concentrated more on standing out in terms of offering more modernized services. People have adopted digitallearning where unlike in the past where people carried print material while learning from the library services, the modern day learners and researchers are using digital media suchascomputer systems, and other digital gadgets to access and read from a library. Online hosting of library services has helped increase the ease of accessibility of library learning materials overcoming the limitations of physical location, the time barrier where a person can now easily access specific library materials at the convenience of oneââ¬â¢s location and at whatever time (24 hours). Other dimensions notable in the evolution in library services has been in marketing strategies within libraries. New dimensions in marketing the services of libr aries have been revolutionized where modern day advertizing strategies such as through websites and through digital modes in social media platforms have been greatly acknowledged and adopted. Subscription to personalized alerts of services
Tuesday, September 24, 2019
Using Recycled PCC as Aggregate in New PCC Research Paper
Using Recycled PCC as Aggregate in New PCC - Research Paper Example However, these recycled concrete aggregates (RCA) have to meet NJDOTââ¬â¢s quality needs in case they are to be used in PCC. Only 11 states permit use of RCA in PCC, while all but 13 states allow the use of it in base aggregate. Some states also permit its use as miscellaneous aggregate and in HMA. Through the crushing / grinding of concrete pavements or any waste concrete, RCA is produced, after the removing any reinforcing steel. In the same way the production of aggregate from virgin materials is, production of required gradations is too- through screening and crushing (PCA 1). However, significant differences between virgin aggregates and RCA have led officials in state transportation in Muchials and New Jersey in adopting RCA as aggregate for PCC acceptably (PCA 1). The presence of mortar adhering to the Recycled aggregates or cement paste reduces density, increases drying shrinkage, and increases porosity in PCC. The presence of contaminants as well as the quality of the being recycles original concrete are all problems that should be taken in concern additionally (PCA 1). The two primary sources for use in PCC, of stockpiled RCA are precaters who are interested in reusing surplus materials and class B recyclers who crush and accept concrete waste. Before RCA is implemen ted, those are the issues that must be addressed. Another important component of the project is the preliminary review that has been provided for the expansion of this work, as a part of this proposal As the proposers believe, an extensive field installation plan is likely to result to open-ended and long research projects, which address the use of Recycled Concrete Aggregates in PCC. Due to this reason, proposals have been made to include field installation as part of part of the work. The field installation be limited to applications of lower risks that permit the recommendations and
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